22.09.11

Thursday. I woke up this morning thinking today was Friday.. unfortunately i've still got one more morning to wake up sleepy and hit the snooze button 10 times over. I find that once you get out of bed and into the shower, the worst part of the day is over, so technically i count that as a day over..  Of course sometimes then the day drags really bad, especially on a Friday.

Very much looking forward to this weekend..

Friday night our friend D is coming over for a few drinks and catch ups, not having a big one, that's for sure.

Saturday morning i plan to get up early and do lots of loads of washing :P

R wants to do a cashie so hopefully he does that and i've got a special dog thingy on in the afternoon. For those who don't know, the Victorian government have passed stupid laws that basically state that if your dog looks like a "Pitbull" then it is a "Pitbull" and if you don't have it registered as such after the 30th of September, they can seize your dog and put it down. I've been campaigning online against these laws as i have an unpapered American Staffy who probably does have Pitbull bloodlines (they're essentially the same breed, just different bloodlines), so i'm at a high risk of having my baby put down.. and you guys know how much my boy means to me!! So anyhow, it would seem that my hardwork has paid off, i got an invite to a private meeting set up by the Victorian American Staffordshire Club and the National Dog Trainers Association.. places were limited and i've got a spot! They've got a lawyer talking who has big history of dog legislation so his insight will be amazing! And i can then go forth with this information and educate others. Really looking forward to this, but totally freaking out because i'm not used to facing things on my own.. R can't come with me because he's working and also because there was only limited places, i was just lucky to have been noticed to have been offered a place. Don't know if it will save my dog, but hopefully we can work together to get these laws over turned!!

All of this dog stuff has been stressing me out like a mother fucker.. I've had to take a few steps back until i can face it on the weekend.. work's also been shit.. i feel like i'm not coping right now and i just want to see my doctor. i have to keep a CBT diary but i'm slack.

Going to sleep now, don't want to face things.

Fuck life, fuck it all.