23.08.11

It's been a long time between posts, oops!

So what's happened?

Well work is busy busy busy.. i've been moved into the support team which is kind of a step up without the pay benefit. I took a day off today which i feel totally guilty about but in my defense, i've got a REALLY sore head :(

There's a big war going on between one of my friends groups and it's all simply doing my head in. I've stood back for the most part but now we're being dragged into it.. I really just WANT EVERYONE TO GET ALONG. And failing that, people who don't like each other, should just fuck off! Today i've told one of the parties that i want nothing to do with them.. Hopefully that's the end of it.

In other news, i just did R's tax and he gets back quite a bit! It's going to be a relief being able to pay off our TV/PS3, pay off a few people and be back on top. Add to that that R is going north to work for a month and we'll be able to save a lot of money! Hopefully we'll have enough for our engagement and our flights to the west. Just really want to escape this town right now, start fresh, get away from all the drama. I have enough issues without having to deal with everyone elses.

Speaking of which, my anger is still a huge issue. Doctor next week but don't know if we can afford it at this point. I get most of it back but i still have to pay it up front and i have to pay for my last session too.. Might have to postpone it until the week after? Don't know how much it's going to cost to be assessed, hopefully not too expensive. Being that it's through the same government program, i'd say it will be a big up front fee with a big rebate, fingers crossed.

Things have been great between R and i which is thankfully something positive in my life. We've also cut back on luxuries to buy things like clothes and shoes that we so desperately needed! Feels nice. :)

Cutting this short because my head is aching!!