04.08.11

I need to see my doctor, as much as i pretend, i'm not in a good place.. Spending 4 days straight doing nothing of importance has fried my brain, ugh. So many times i've wanted to jump in and stop what the person i was "learning from" was doing but i held back.. i did jump in a few times and i didnt want to seem like a know it all but i fixed problems so that is that.. they were simple fixes TBH but people just didnt see it? Odd. And now i'm drunk and feel like shit.. Can't see my psych until Tuesday.. wish i could reschedule but i've just started a new job. UGH.