We watched Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows Part 1.. Normally I struggle through movies but I loved every minute of it! I only got distracted a handful of times which is very rare for me, now I desperately want to see part 2!
Yesterday (prior to leaving work) was hell! I'd only had 4 hours sleep yet I wasn't tired, it felt like my hyperactivity was peaking which soon turned into stress/anxiety. The other staff in my office went home so I was left by myself to do everything and I didn't feel like I was coping. I felt like my desk was so cluttered and no matter how well I arranged things, it was still closing in on me. R called and I spent the entire call pacing up and down a straight line on the ground because it made me feel more in control.. Sounds crazy! But it helped.. The breathing exercise I was told to do by my doctor made me feel worse because I kept loosing my count and feeling like an idiot for not being able to count to 4, 4 times. Anyway, once work finished, I got the bus into the city and wasn't really prepared for the train station.. I'd forgotten how hectic it is at 5:30pm.. Just tried to focus on my music and getting to my platform.. Even though I've been there so often, I always have a few moments of panic that I'm on the wrong platform and then subsequently, on the wrong train.. Hasn't ever happened however. R was waiting for me right outside the train and from that moment, all my panic and stress was gone :) it's amazing how quickly his presence can change my outlook.
Any so now that you all have an insight into my crazy side, heres a picture of last nights dinner, yum!
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