So today i didn't go to work.. i had a doctors appointment and i wasn't quite in the right frame of mind to go. The "doctor" is more a "head doctor" that costs a lot.. sooo kept getting messages from people at work annoying me about work.. can't they just learn to do things for themselves? Anyway, got up at about 11am, had a shower and such, went to the supermarket to get a beer coupon, went to the bottle-o and got a slab of Peroni's for $29.95, yay for coupons. Got the train to the city, got a new bar for my monroe piercing, then got another train to the doctor place thingy. Was ANXIOUS as hell, met C my head doctor lady, she was a bit intimidating at first, but i think i relaxed by the end.. although i had to admit a lot of confronting things the whole session.. Guess that's to be expected for the first one, she wants to know as much as possible. In the end she gave me some breathing exercises and booked me in for my second session in 2 weeks.. but then i realised that it coincides with my last day of work so going to have to reschedule. Anyway, i don't think that simply talking about problems and doing breathing exercises fixes anything, but i'll give it a go.. she said that if i don't think it's working for me, i can request to see a different sort of specialist and i get 12 sessions between now and the end of the year to play with. Will see how the next few sessions go.
This worries me a lot:
70+ is supposedly an indication of adult ADD and i scored 105. I've thought i had it for years anyway, just difficult to bring myself to face it. This is pretty confronting, but it helps because it's a blog and even though i know that people i know in real life read this, for some reason i don't really care.
To change the subject completely.. really looking forward to the TV show Slide, mostly i'm drawn in by the song on the ad.. haha.
And now for a beer and then hopefully bed..
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