14.03.12

R got the job!!
It's a relief but at the same time, a little disappointing.
He had been applying for jobs in WA again and we were getting excited about the prospect of it again.
A lady he spoke to that recruits for mine sites over there told him she'd be able to get him a job no problem, she sent over some paperwork but before he could look over it, he'd been told he had the job here. She was really disappointed when he called and said he'd been offered the job here, but she said to call her back if he ever changed his mind. The fact that he even had the courtesy to call her and let her know (my idea :P), puts him far ahead of most people i think, so in 6 months time, if R is still up for moving, i REALLY want to do it.
I love my friends here but i just want to escape for a few years and get ourselves on track for our wedding/future/careers/KIDS! :P
We spoke about the fact that we were both a bit disappointed but at the same time, it wouldn't have been the best thing for us right now.. We couldn't afford it and so we'd have to spend time apart until we could.

I feel really bad because i've been letting my work down a lot the past two weeks.
I've had 4 late days, all of them not being just 5-10 minutes, but 20 mins - 2 hours! Stupid medication was keeping me awake at night so i didn't even hear my alarms in the morning. I was woken up by my manager most days, and i was sick for two days. I feel super bad because they let me have the two sick days as time in lieu due to me always coming in early, and then i go and ruin it!
Thankfully i have told them all about the medication and how it affects me and they are pretty understanding, although i have a feeling that i may get into trouble tomorrow as today was too busy for my one on one meeting.
I'm HOPING to wake up on time tomorrow, i didn't take my last dosage which is normally at 7pm, i'm definitely more tired than i normally am at this time of night, so i'm going to head to bed at 10:30pm and pray that i sleep. I'll set a bazillion alarms and if i STILL don't wake up, there's something really wrong with me.

Over and out.