My biggest weakness.
Usually I use it to put me to sleep, put me out of my hyperactive state.. I don't like to admit it, but I do this far too often. But on occasion it makes me far more hyperactive than normal, and I feel like everything's on the run, it's fun, until it all comes crashing down. What does this mean? I don't know, but I'm certainly making a misery out of my life right now. I hope that I can find someone to help me. For the past 3 years I've finally found exactly what is wrong with me, but now I struggle to find someone to help me, whilst those around me doubt my intentions, it's very upsetting and makes life extremely difficult and disheartening. It would be nice to have people take me seriously and realise that I might just know what I'm on about.
I've made life difficult for myself but I at least look it dead in the face and fight it every step of the way.
there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and what you go through and worry and wish I could help. You should know that, in spite of all the internet communication barriers.
ReplyDeleteThanks lovely, i know you care and understand.. It's just a few remarks from people that i've got that leave me feeling like they don't take me seriously. It hurts a lot when i hear their words. :(
ReplyDeletespeaking as someone who has been through it, and still cop it from a certain someone I can totally see where you're coming from. The important thing is to keep doing the right thing for you, and you'll know that's the right path because everything will get easier. If the rest of them don't take you seriously then screw them, do it in spite of them. What they think is not as important as how you feel, not by a long shot.
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