Ugh, i feel so fat.
The guys at work are being really health concious and i'm trying but i'm not trying very hard. :P
I have no self control when it comes to this sort of thing.. I've always been this way except back in the old day i could eat and drink as much as i liked i was always skinny. That said, i'm not overweight, i'm just 10kg heavier than i want to be. Bring on 55kg! (I just wish i didn't have to do anything to get to that point).
8 days until my psych appointment.. Normally i'd be anxious and dreading it, but i'm calm and actually looking forward to it. Is it the pills i'm on? I haven't noticed any difference emotionally yet but they are designed to ease my anxiety.. Or is it because i know that all the evidence is being presented to him on a silver platter and there's almost no chance that he'll laugh in my face like the last.
I'm doing so badly at work lately that i can't wait to be at the top of my game and show them all how good i can be! Yesterday i slept for 17 hours.. then woke up and felt like crap all day. Thankfully today i felt better and went to work, can't say i was very productive though.
Anyhow, that's enough negativity for tonight.
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