26.10.11

Okey dokey, time to blog again.

Hmmmm, let's see... where was i?

Well life was looking pretty bleak a few weeks ago.. I was stressing about the party and it was getting me down.. Money is a HEADFUCK.

Anyhow.. Since then, my lovely fiance passed his final exam!!! Yes, this means that he is now a fully qualified electrician. This means that we can start actually planning our future!
So R was talking to a friend who works in a mine, (not G) and the electricians at his mine are on about $330,000 per year!!! WTF? That's amazing. It is a lot of work, 4 weeks on, 1 week off.. but even if he just did that for 6 months and then backed back to 2 weeks on, 1 week off, we'd have paid off all our fines and be living it up! Very exciting times, just wish we were there right now! R has to quit weed for 3 months first, so i guess we're stuck here until then..

The engagement party is a major headfuck.. but it is kind of sorted now.. R's Dad is getting the meat and C is bringing us some over too as our present. i'll be doing most of the salads but enlisting the help of family members to do some as well. D is coming round on Friday to help me so i think we should be alright! Still, it's pretty stressful!

And that's about all I have to say for now.. Doing stock take at work so I'd better get back into it!!

yesterday.

All day I couldn't concentrate, this is nothing new for me but I also had a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach because I had my psych assessment in the afternoon and i was petrified. Got there far too early so went for a walk to the park at the end of the road but couldn't sit there doing nothing because I never can. Went in and waiting ages which only made me more nervous.
Got in, he asked all the usual questions, wrote crap down, and then basically told me that whilst medication would help me, he wouldn't put me on it because almost no doctors in Victoria will medicate people over the age of 13. He told me he'd write a referral and I could try private clinics with adult ADHD specialists but I'd be better off waiting until I get to WA.. So I said thanks for nothing and walked out feeling like the last 6 months were a gigantic waste of my time.